Friday, May 6, 2011

Oh to be voiceless...

I'm going back and forth between wanting something warm on my throat to just wanting to suck on like a dozen Otter Pops.. Its crazy how quickly I went from having a voice and feeling great to coughing up junk from my lungs, sneezing and hardly being able to speak without feeling like my throat is on fire.

As my wonderfully cute hubby puts it, apparently my nose is pouring lava down my throat. Haha. We were SO made for each other, while no one else may laugh at that I find it to be one of the most hilarious things I have ever heard. Its fantastic.

Anyways- not having a voice, or much of one rather, has given me a lot more time to think than usual. I spend MUCH less time talking when I would much rather guard my throat from the pain of it all. Aside from answering the phones all day (which okay, is basically my job in its entirety) I have been doing my best to remain silent, I even abstained from my usual cheery greetings to everyone who passes by my desk. By about noon, people were literally stopping by to check and see if I was okay cause I wasn't my "usual" self.

All this got me thinking was WOW, I really do just talk and talk and talk. People expect me to at least SAY something when they walk past. Sure, its usually pleasantries or the occasional visit from a friend where I try my best to give sound advice about the most recent office drama, but still, the moment I shut up it goes FAR from being unnoticed. Its not like I still didn't have a genuine smile plastered to my face all day- I just went without speaking as much as possible! Its just a little strange to think I guess..

In other news, we have added yet another number to our growing family.. Her name is Fiddle and she is the brand new kitten playmate/sister for our sweet little kitty Banjo. At first there was a little bit of resistance on Banjo's part. Sheer jealousy, I'm sure. But now, as I type this there is an ever-ringing sound of their little bells jingling all over the house while they wrestle and play. They even curled up on Banjo's bed and cuddled for a few hours this afternoon. Precious, I tell you.

Also- Mr Hudson Lee is growing ever so well and he continually kicks to remind me of his growing stature. I am 22 weeks today which makes him just over a pound and 8.5 inches long. Ahh! Apparently, his weight is gonna more than double in the next few weeks, which of course, has me worriedly looking towards my closet. But I am so totally excited about each and every step of this process and I am doing my very best to never question the number on the scale. Unless, of course, its in gargantuan proportion to my last weigh in.

I believe that is it for now.. Farewell, and goodnight :)