Thoughts for Food.

Sooo wow.. just when you think you know someone.. just when you think you've figured everything out.. just when it really feels "right"... just when you decide that this crazy "Plan B" idea is truly that, crazy... a Mac truck drives with full force towards your head and makes no indication of slowing..

What the hell?

What is so hard about being honest? What is so hard about sharing things that if NOT shared could be a breaking point??

Here are a few things I will never understand:
1. How it is so easy to go from being 100% to feeling like throwing in the towel all within a matter of seconds. This can't be a good sign. No?
2. Why people can't say what it is that they ACTUALLY mean to say. I understand needing a bit of time to gather your thoughts, but if your gonna break someone's heart, you better do so eloquently.
3. Men.

Good Lord, I need some help. Theres a knot in my throat the size of a grapefruit and I have a feeling its gonna break loose here in the next few moments.

I honestly don't know what to do right now. I don't know how to handle this- which is something I am not very accustomed to. People come to ME for answers and I usually have them. Only now, in the midst of my struggle, I've got nothin. I'm coming up pretty empty handed. This is incredibly difficult.

This gives my crazy "Plan B" idea much more foundation to stand on. Maybe I should just go for it?

So sorry for being quite vague. We'll see how much I can share in the near future.