Days Away

Although my faith in mankind has mostly been restored I'm still in a bit of a pickle. My heart is absolutey torn between two completely contrasting ideas.. Please keep me in your prayers- I need to find clarity ASAP.

I'm about a week from moving away from Albuquerque and the reality has yet to fully set in. I realize that alot of the people that I am seeing now won't be there for me to hang out with 2 weeks from now- I may never see some of these people ever again and that is an all too strange feeling. Also, I've begun the laborious task of packing up and let me just say- my closet full of clothes and shoes have taken up 8 boxes- and thats just the beginning.. I sure hope that my new place has a big closet!! Haha.

Speaking of new places- I thought I had a house secured- I sent in my security deposit- everything- only problem is that when I was reading through the lease it very discreetly mentions NO PETS. Uhmmm.. I have 2 babies that MUST make it to KC with me so I'm not really sure what to do about this. God knows whats going on and I know He will show me what to do.. He has gotten me this far and I know He won't let me down. He knows what I need.. Its just around the corner, yeah?

My best friend left today to go pick up her booshkey- he's been in Iraq for 3 months and comes home today! Well- comes to Denver.. and then home. I am very excited for her tho! This will be a really great day for her, probably a day she will never forget. I'm a bit worried that the Kris and Mandi hang out time has officially ended 'cause I dont really know when she gets back and I leave on Friday. Pthhhhhh...I won't lie, that pretty much breaks my heart.. I'm not really sure what to do about that lady.. I feel like we're growing apart and I think it may be on purpose.. ya know? To make it less hard when I leave? I dunno.

Anyhow- I should probably be doing something productive.. Like packing... yeah.

Love always-